Thoughts keep rewinding.
Old memories replayed.
Forget you I cannot,
Only shall I let them fade.
Keep on looking back.
Watch it slowing fight
For its freedom it so long
Desires, as it reaches out of sight.
Stricken with the truth that
I recovered out of lies.
I was never yours, and
You were never mine.
Close my eyes, your
Face I soon turn to view.
My heart melts as I see
Her standing there with you.
Calling out your name,
Only hear the winds toppled in layers.
My screams and cries drowned out
By your Angel's and her prayers.
Searching for my answer.
Where, my dear is it hidden?
Why keep looking for the truth?
When I k
I think about you night and day
Waiting, for this to all go away.
I'm in your past broken and frayed,
Ignored, forgotten, as of yesterday.
Why are you still here in my mind oh, why?
I want you gone, forever! Don't want to try!
Once, twice, three times gone! No, don't cry
dont! He is a stupid boy! He deserves to die!
You did this to yourself, you did this to us!
I wanted us to last, but I guess that was all just to much!
I try to move on, try to forget,
But all I feel is remorse and regret.
You hurt me with you anger you hurt me with you threats.
Oh, how I wish we never met.
But still a part of me cant let go,
How how I want to
Stupid Boy
Stupid boy, why can't you see?
You are much to kind for the likes of me.
You say I'm amazing but soon you will see,
I am something you simply cannot keep.
Your words are kind and sweet.
Why must you go and waste them?
For I am a just a stupid girl
And you are just a fool.
I try not too, but always seem to fail
Whenever I'm scared I always seem to turn and bail.
People always get hurt so why dont you see?
You and me, can never be.
But maybe I'm wrong.
What if you were sent to me?
My savior. My gaurdian angel. My defender.
I mean it's possible right?
Only a couple of days have been spent,
But I can already see- your
Destined Love
I love the way you smile. Love the way you laugh.
Love the way we talk for hours as I sit inside your lap.
Love the way you make me feel when I'm wapped up in your arms.
Love the way your not the same and know you bring no harm.
Love the way you compliment me like I'm the only one.
Love how it's all new and how we've only just begun.
Love the way you look at me with such anticipating eyes.
Love how when we're together, we seem to apotheosize.
Love the way you kiss me as we're laying side by side.
Love all your talents, oh how I'm just so overwhelmed with pride.
Love how you bring me out of my shell and let me truly b
Why are boys so stupid?
Why are boys so blind?
Why don't they see her, as she stands right before their eyes?
Blinded by their own egos,
And deafened by their own tounges.
Why can't they see, what truly lies among?
Making young womens' lives miserable,
-Thinking it's just a game.
Are they so clueless to not even know her name?
Why don't they look closer?
Why don't they see?
That she can be his one and only thee.
But she's so beautiful,
And so very kind.
How can she not pass through your mind?
So you mus't be to stupid,
And much too blind!
For she is truly one of a kind.
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we lay side by side, alone at last. no one there to judge. just two kids having fun; learning laughing, loving. i sit there in awe, thinkin this has happened so fast. but there is no feeling of regret or remorse. closer our bodies become and my heart leaps.. like a roller coster of emotion, i cannot speak.. i sit there shaking and shy. wat happens next? the silence is too overwhelming.. closer and closer. we touch.. i feel ur breath as it dances down my face. i smile. for i am happy again.. we sit and stare, so close, our lips dangling in the night air-flirty with each other oh so shamelessly. finally, our lips touch and an explosion erupts